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This is just crazy.

This is just crazy. Why am I feeling so depressed? The frustrating part of it is that I don’t know exactly why am I depressed. Heck, maybe what I’m feeling now isn’t actually called depression? I feel so.. I don’t know the word to it, but in Cantonese it’s called ‘fan’. Sure, I have a few small problems and some issues are just not going my way, but there is absolutely no reason for me to be feeling as bad as this. I’ve just had a cold night shower, hoping to drown it all and flush them away, but a million thoughts are still running freely through my mind, tiring my very much crammed brain. Heavy sighs escape me almost every fifteen minutes. I will not disagree if you are to say that there are more people out there who are feeling worse than I am now.

I want to scream. To released my bottled firey emotions.

I want to get away. To go to some place far and serene.

But most of all, I want to know why am I feeling this way. Although I’m too tired to care.

On air now: Enfilade, At The Drive-In (Relationship of Command)

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